at this current moment there are

6 billion, 6 hundred, 56 million, 9 hundred, 99 thousand, 2 hundred, 23
people on earth

some are running scared
while others are commin home

some are staying up in their rooms
while others are sleeping on tha streets

some are telling lies to get tru their day
while others are facing lifes' bitter truths

some are strangers meant to meet
while others are friends who walked away and left

some are lost finding their way
while others are simply struggling to walk their paths

6 billion souls

6 billion individuals

6 billion different lives

and sometimes
all u eva needed is 1

i miss you

Because it's a great big white world
And we are drained of our colors
We used to love ourselves,
We used to love one another

In a world so white what else could I say?

Today I am dirty..I want to be pretty
Tomorrow.. I know I'm just dirt


We are the nobodies.. Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead.. They'll know just who we are


Yesterday I was dirty.. Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt


We are the nobodies.. Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead.. They'll know just who we are


Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day


We are the nobodies.. Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead.. They'll know just who we are

i was born in 1980 at Alexandra Hospital, back then it was mom dad and me
we lived in a 3 room flat but moved to a 4 room when adik arrived
my dad didnt earn much but we manage to get along fine

back then.. there was m'cup and id go watch it live
i learned my 1st vulgarities there and realised that mom is not a big fan
needless to say i kena rottan when i started to swear at home
dad would get in trouble..but we'd end up at the stadium again nevertheless

i speak good english but sometimes my slang comes naturally
i know many swear words and most of them are bodyparts
try hard not to use them.. but at times it is reallie boh-pian
at times thats the only way i can get my point across

like any other teenager.. i went to serve 
in the beginning it was damn shiong and id find ways to keng
but somehow it changed me and made me a better person
now.. whenever i meet my ol buddies theres nothing we talk about other then NS

i take the train to work and each morning i chiong for seats
even when my journey frm home to work is sibei far
i always ended up giving my seat to an a-mah and her grandson
i respect my elders because we would not be here if they were not

its been 1 year since my grandma passed on and she is missed daily

i pay income tax yearly and sometimes i do wonder where it all goes
GST charges and fines are just a part and parcel of life
i complain each time i have to take a cab because of the price hike
yet im glad that our transport system is fine enuff to get me home in 30mins

i am busier nowadays but i like to write and hence i have a blog 
when i go online.. i use a nickname but i am not annonymous 

i am mohd azri and i am a Singaporean

so say we all..

so say we all..

this week u ACTION ar : blurry

i action? : 6ix

tld in ur own world : blurry

nope im not.. tot abt u 24 / 7 : 6ix

oh how nice : blurry

even when im in the cab tgh korek idung pun i tot of u : 6ix

miss u to bits sweets..
thanks for being by me

i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me

i dont wanna be this

i wont let this build up inside of me

changed i am these past few weeks


a smile seems to be tha chosen mask that i wear to work
and to those ignorant few.. no i am not ok


to grandma, thanks for teaching me what love truely is
if you could only see urself tru my eyes
ull understand why i refuse to give in
and succum to my tears


to mom and dad.. dnt worry
tha little one is safe.. just do what u need to fullfill
and i promise you that i do my part


to my other half.. i miss u ait.. i wont lie to u that ive been eating
neither would i try to pull a fast one and tell u that ive been sleeping
i guess u knw me well enuff to knw that on ur own
i count my blessings daily that i have you by my side






changed i am these past few weeks

needles inserted... 6


tubes comming out... 24


ivs hangin... 4


even in your dazzed state u manage to grab my hand
i pray and hope for your recovery
i am the person i am today is partly by ur influence
those grey smokey brown eyes have seen me tru it all


frm the day i was born.. to the day i was commissioned...
even now when im only a civilain...


winks u flashed when we entered the room... 5


squeezes u gave when i held ur hand... 3


smiles u shown tru out these years... countless


you always were the one who said that i was a hardheaded fighter...

i got it form you ait
get well grandpa

love you to bits!!
happy 6ix us day!!
Starry ait!!